Wassup t('.'t)

Ok test page over... this is the real stuff...
This blog is inspired by my very gossipy friend, I share alot of gossips with this friend. She is Gwen, also known as agwenalist. Actually she has alot of names that I want to mention here but... Hmm... Anyways, my blog is really trashy. Why? You asked? Becuz I always write out of point.. I mean this blog is suppose to be my everyday life, complains, my likes and dislikes blah blah... but then I talked about Gwen's different names. So why am I still writing this blog?
Should I even continue this? Hey Gwen I know you are reading this. Should I continue this blog?
What if I wrote a whole load of rubbish about other people's names (not to mention their private secrets here hiak hiak hiak) rather than my own rants and raves or my 5 cents story?

Oh by the way, I never really ever written down all my personal feelings, good or bad, publicly to everyone... I guess if you don't know me well, better don't read it. Cuz I just think it might shock you that I am not actually a very good person that I pretend to be. Hee hee Gwen must be shocked ya?
I am a very whiny person... whiny in a bad-deep-dark-harbouring-suicide-way.

First blog, fresh introduction. Let me introduce myself to you all.
My name is Yva (of course this isn't my real name. Duh! For more information on my real name, pls refer to agwenalist blog first post LOL), this blog's name is "A Thief's Tale" because I felt that I am living my life like a thief. Thief is sneaky, scheming, don't love to work, likes to find short cuts in life. Yeay that's me awrite! So I will talk about my life like a thief's tale.

I am actually very hardworking from kindergarten till Secondary 2, don't really know what happened that make such a drastic change in me.
Now I lost all motivation to love what I am doing now. I'm now very lost about what I want out of my life. Just like a thief, I live my life each day without a plan.

I am quite sensitive and over paranoid, I think and worry too much. You can't ask me to just stop thinking and worrying, I can't control my brain. It will keep generating... So who can help me? :(

Oh yeayyyyy, I also have a very big problem! That is internal conflict. Take for e.g:
I have a very sweet tooth, love to eat desserts and any stuff that are sweet ^^
But I hate being FAT. So my brain will waste energy fighting, whether to eat or not to eat the sweet stuff... Usually the "devil" side of the brain will win and I will surrender to the sweets and cakes etc. So now I have so much extra flabs and "spare tyres" around... And what will I do? I will feel so guilty that I have eaten those stuff and scold myself in my heart. It's like self punishment...
Well same goes for exercising! Internal conflict plus no determination.

Tell me something, does determination and hardwork really pay off? Do I really need ALOT of determination and hardwork to actually do something successfully?
Can I just live my life without determination and hardwork but still be successful? I am just too damn tired of working with determination and hardwork. Can I just coast through please?

Man I am so tired =_= I don't know why I get so tired so easily nowadays. Think must be the age catching up. Which leads me to another question -> When will I die?
Ok see la, you all see.. I keep thinking of so many questions...

Oh well since agwenalist dedicate her 1st blog post to me, I shall dedicate my 1st blog post to honour her! Agwenalist, have you found out a way to add your URL to my blogger?

Fav song of the moment: Utada Hikaru's Final Distance
Fav sweet of the moment: Mentos Plus's Green Lime
Must do's: Must be slimmer than that "diet girl' in my office ( will talk more about diet girl next time)
Must not do's: Eat so much fattening or sweet food after 8pm -_-