The Wake of the Dead

Yeay just come back from my friend's granny wake. ^-^V Bathed and washed my face. Must do that in case "You-know-what" follows you home... My friend wasn't really upset about the fact that her granny has passed on.
As I am typing today's entry, my face is cover with green mask... muahaha! It has been a long time since I do a mask for my poor-acned-filled face. Oh well.. getting a little out of point here...

You know something? I really hate it when after a long day of work and travelling, you came back home, and you enter the toilet to see it in a MESS -__- Like when you look into the toilet bowl you see someone's poo not being flushed away properly... I was so pissed and turned off by that... This toilet is being used by 2 person, me and my elder brother, why is it always me that make the effort to keep it clean? How do I keep it clean? After bathing, I always clear out the hair that I have dropped. Always wipe the toilet seat. After brushing, always wipe away the water that drip onto the counter. Try to keep everything as dry as possible. I am a clean-obsessed freak.
But my brother? Does he cares? Noooooo, not ever! Grrrr that makes me ticked off! Why can't he make an effort too?
And I really don't undserstand why, why is my toilet so humid and wet? So full of fungus? Hahaha... Can it just be dry FOR once?
I guess in a home that I live, the toilet is the most important thing. It must be CLEAN and DRY!

Today while I was on a bus to the wake, I started to day dream while the bus passes through so many condominiums. How I wish I am rich, so that I can lived in high class condominium and while I am away for work, there will be part time maid coming in to help me clean my house... IMAGINE that! I guess my house will be like a hotel, always brand new and clean! But well i am not rich... so haha...
Oh yeay that long, boring bus ride... I fell asleep on the bus! Because it just take darn too long! And I nearly drool! Hahaha :P

I have so many complains on my list man... I can just list it out one by one.. but I am not going to complain first. I want to tell a story of this Korean kid that I got to know from playing a MMORPG(massive multi-online role playing game) Final Fantasy XI. I chatted with him regularly on MSN now.
His name is Jun, well he got a full name but prefers people calling him Jun. Oh there I go again discussing about names lmao. Ok Jun means truth in korean I think.
He lived in US, Kansas.
He is only 12 to 13 years old, he is really a smart kid, getting straight As at school. I figure he is pretty good at sports too from what we have chatted. But there is just something sad about him.
Or maybe I am being overly sensitive again. @_@
What he told me is that his father always beat him up over trivial matters. Like for e.g when he forgot to mown the grass, his father took out a belt and trash him up. Well agwenalist said that probably he played too much MMORPG that's why he gotten trashed! Hahaha... she got a point there too!

Today I was chatting with him, and he told me that when he was four, his father nearly made him smoked a cigar... O_O He also mentioned about other incidents which I can't remember and list out but it was all horrible things that a father can do to his own son.
And his mom. His mom always calling him stupid. Sigh.. that's so sad. Why do the parents treat their own son this way? Aren't they suppose to love and care for him? Or Maybe that is their way of showing their love?
So I asked him what is his father and mother doing? According to what he said, his father worked as a laundry man while his mother worked as a house keeper. He has a elder sister who worked as a Wal-mart cashier. I guess his family background isn't that good...
They might be struggling over there in US.

I really wonder should I trust everything he told me? What if what he told me are all lies? If i believe his lies, doesn't that means I am such a naive person? A naive person cheated by a 12 year old kid? >_<

Now coming to my complains... It's all about my company and the colleagues in there. I have been working in New Era for the past 1 month plus. Frankly speaking, I don't like the environment and the colleagues. So what if they allow me to use MSN, yahoo messenger, ICQ or even have internet access. I find that it is really no point working there if I feel so unhappy.

I am under Terrence in the company. There is another designer who have been working there for 1 year. His name is Mac. Other than that, staffs who work closely with us designers are those PR PMs(Project Managers). I shall name them accordingly and tell you why I dislike them so much...
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................... umm in my next blog ok? Hahaha...

Fav song of the moment: Utada Hikaru's Final Distance (I listen until I dozed off haha O_O)
Fav Blog of the moment: http://agwenalist.blogspot.com/ ( yeay this girl writes very funny stuff, well she thinks my blog is funny while I think her blog is funny :D)
Must do's: Need Sleep now... so I guess is SLEEP!
Must not do's: Think too much, sleep too much, be late, complain too much.