My Last Time Here

October the 1st! New month has started! And here I am. In home typing this blog. Yes I have quitted my job.

Ironically agwenalist has been in her company for 2 years while I have been in my company for 2 months and then BANG! yesterday was my last day in the company.
Compare it people.. 2 years and 2 months. Sigh... I have did it again. How come I can't stay put in one company? :( I am born in the Year of Dog. I feel like a stray dog.. sigh...

Suddenly I realise something. I quitted not because of the people there. It's just that whenever there are problems with the work, I will feel so frustrated and irritated. For example, I did a design and they keep wanting me to change time after time. I know that is a graphic designer life especially a new entry designer. Who knows how to run even before they know how to walk? I don't think I can have a one time approval for the work I have done for being an inexperienced graphic designer, I know I must work hard and have enough experience to be able to do that. But I choose to quit. Sigh. I am such a loser. Can't face even a little problem. Kick a HUGE fuss over a problem that I can't get over.

Complains about my colleagues are just an excuse to quit this job. That is what I have realised.

I have picked my choice and I can't look back now. ;_;
I must walk forward and do what I can do now.

Yesterday was a really sad day for me. I love the colleagues there even I keep bad-mouthing them. Really I do. They are actually very good. :(
They treated me to lunch at Sakae Sushi. They even bought me a very special cup! And a big card.

The cup is really very special. The outside packaging is a tin with a graphic of a body but not the head. Then the head of the body is imprinted on the cup itself. So u need to put the cup on the tin itself to complete the whole graphic. It's very cool. And it is made by Germans! (~_^)b
I don't think I will ever use the cup ever... I will treasure it with all my heart. Also my colleagues..

I realise after so many companies I went to, and along the way I met so many people. It's just amazing. I feel like I am travelling over the "world". And whenever I quit a company, no matter how long or how short the stay is, I will feel this way, sad and can't bear to leave my colleagues.
Yday I stayed in New Era until 9pm haha! Yes man I can't bear to leave the company! Actually I waited for Mac to finished playing his games so we can go home together. Actually among all the companies I have quitted, Aretae is the only company I don't feel this "sad-can't-bear-to-leave"
feeling. Haha! I actually felt relieved to have left!

So during lunch at Sakae Sushi, we coincidentally met 2 ex colleagues of New Era. They are Harry and another Malay guy which I don't know how to pronounce. They are both in the Sales dept in New Era. The Malay guy worked for 10 years before he quitted New Era! And they actually quitted to join another game distributor company! So when Harry found out that I want to quit the job, he kept asking me what experiences do I have etc. Then the other colleagues asked him

"Hey you interested in hiring her huh?"

Actually when I resigned this position, I told them I found another job that is related to 3D. But of course that is a stupid lie. I really don't know how to tell them the frustrations I have with this job that's why I wanted to quit. So I weave up this lie... and the ball keeps getting larger. Cuz everyone is asking where is it. And what is the name of the company. So i anyhow use a company name that my friend is working in and told them. And from my memory, that company is located ard Chinatown.. ;_; and that is quite near to Henderson Industrial Park. Actually I am not sure whether it's located near Chinatown. Die man. What if they checked and it's not!? I am in hot soup! LOL Damn it! So they say next time can go lunch with them.. etc etc
How to meet them when i am in Cuppage Road!? But I do feel very bad and guilty about lying to them :(

BTW If you all are interested to see what Harry and the Malay guy look like go to:

http://www.innovative.com.sg/family.html

Ok now u see the very right there are boxes of photos of each of them right? The second one is Harry! The third one is the malay guy. Haha they are quite funny looking. :D
Oh their company is located at 5, Ubi Road Wintech building! LOL Go there visit if you are free hahahah.. Actually I wonder who is the designer. And don't you find the bald malay guy look like "The Rock" the wrestler? LOL! But that bald malay guy is not the ex colleague of New Era. It is the other one that is.

Actually I found another job but it is a temp admin job at Starhub Cuppage Road at Prudential.
My new job is as follows:

Monday - Thursday
8:30am - 5:15pm

Friday
8:30am - 5:30pm

Wierd timing right? O_o Sat no need to work! Yeay! o(^-^)o Bad thing is need to wear formal on Monday to Thursday, Friday casual! :D

Why am I so happy with this job? -__- I don't know. There are 3 other people working with me. Hope they are not bitches and hope they are around the same ages with me. I think the other 3 are just fresh graduates. Just hope I can get along well with them. Things just flashes pass my mind. Like what if lunch time, the 3 of them went without me!? O_O Oh well it's ok I shall eat lunch alone then.

Most importantly, I hope the things they gave me are not too brain consuming or too difficult. Prudential don't pay me enough to work on this! -__- LOL!
And that stupid agent said mins ago that she will sms me the address of the company. But until now still no news from her -___-

Gilbert, Mingyi, Cheryl, Huang Ling, Chloe, Richelle, Joyce, Felicia, Evon, Terrence, Mac, if you ever come across this blogger of mine, please don't get angry, didn't mean to bad mouthed you all. And don't mean to lie to you all. The best I can do is to say a big sorry to you here in my blog. And thank you ever so much that you all take good care of me. ;_;

Today this piece of blog, I will dedicate to them. May they be happy always.


Fav song of the moment: Aerosmith's "I Don't Want to Miss A Thing" (fits my mood now. Although the song is about love, to me it's more about the colleagues I love.) ya la i know it's a bit passe and cliche song but still... I like the first part so much. The music only.. it's very ominous. :)

Side note: agwenalist, I hope Prudential has internet so I can still chat with you through MSN. You know I really enjoyed talking to you and Zen. :) Don't be sad ok? *hugs*

Oh yeay one more thing about blogger. How come the time adjustment is so stupid whenever I edit my blog the time will become one hour faster then I have to adjust it again!! Damn it! Stupid blogger! >:(